Listen...

I am enjoying the sound of the rain at this moment. Thank You God for showering upon us Your mercy and blessings..alhamdulillah.

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My heart is blooming here in the land of Guangzhao. Never thought it would. Dear God, please let this feeling be forever.

1 year

Tomorrow will mark my 1 year Hijrah to this new place. Changes are not easy to digest. Makes it even worst if u are too complesent with ur current surrounding. Having to cope n addapt to everything new is very tough. I faced it all. Went through it all. Taking a day at a time. Observing n learning to fit in. Leaving behind unnecessary PAIN n FRUSTRATION. FORGIVING & DELETING those individuals who FAILED TO APPRECIATE what i had contributed. Thanking the Almighty Allah for d challenges that He had poured upon me through this Hijrah. Now i could see much clearly how much He wanted me to have a BETTER quality in life..more BARAKAH in my monthly salary. Alhamdulillah..i am more at peace here, knowing that i am on d right track..
Hidup ini penuh ironi..di sini pentadbirannya LEBIH ISLAMIK dari tempat lama (yg mana 98% masyarakatnya org Islam!).

* Kepada individu yg peroleh memo pertukaran, it is not the end of your life! Proceed to your next station. Tak payah nak terkinja2 minta tolong sana sini, tarik kabel sana sini untuk batal memo pertukaran JUST BECAUSE U TAK NAK KELUAR DARI TEMPAT ASAL! ! Hishhhh malu lah bila nama dah naik untuk ditukarkan tapi masih berusaha nak stay. Psssttt!!! Masuk kelas tutup muka dengan paper bag ke? Ahaksssss..sekarang ni balasan Allah mng cepat..what goes around comes around.

Daddy's duty..

Daddy's weekly duty since August 1997..perhaps one day it will be your weekly duty towards Daddy,my son.


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If only..

If only by doing 'so' is not a sin and wont caused me being thrown into hell..i would have done it long time ago.

Dear God please make it faster. I cant wait any longer.

Have u..

Have u ever felt your chest crushing against your ribs? Suffocates u until u are 0.7mm away from giving up everything u ever had? Well..i did once. Many moons ago. Weird..i am feeling it again.

#%*%¥!!!

Really gets on my nerves to see people who only know how to talk a lot. Yup! I mean A LOT..and ofcourse without any results! NONE. ZERO. If only there is a DELETE button, they would be among those who would be deleted from this surface of earth!

I wonder..

I wonder what is beyond that beautiful rays..

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B & W

Life could be very dull. Colourless..except black,white and grey when u are ill. BUT i am feeling blessed knowing that HE is scraping off a bit of my countless sins.

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Whaf if..

What if i cook one or two of these koi gulai tempoyak.
And i invite u for lunch..would u come?


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